I am getting bored of wow again so well I'll probally let it be for the time being. Being 80 and all is fun but I don't want to be hardcore and raid which is what most people in my guild seem to be doing. At this time, they are really more like the only ones I talk to now days on a semi-regular basis. I seemed to have just began to drop out of society again.
Manifest I am still unsure what I will do, as well I have little choice but to avoid the meetings until futher notice as they send me into a mixed attack of panic and depressive by the end of things no matter what I seem to try, avoid or otherwise. With my departure of the exec last month and it kind of sucks that I had to leave that way. I wish I could of stayed though. I have yet to still determine if I leave or not, though I know I have to make my mind up soon.
On the front of medicine, the depressive attacks are starting to come under control finally. I am down to 2-3 a day which is getting to be livable again, though the panic attacks are at 4-5 a day on average. Doctor has said to me that he can't help those without risking the depressive and manic attacks playing up so I am going to be sent to a "panic" clinic to try and deal with those. Who knows if it will work or not, though I don't see it helping in the immediate - short term range of things.